Stepped outside and i walked to the edge Toes pointing down looking over the past again I'm frightened by my urge to descend Opened up my chest many times before To the knife of love to the best unborn I swore out to the night and felt myself begin to lean in Spinning out around around Descending on a forming crowd of sullen eyes hiding knives Spinning out around around Their looking twice and slowing down I really doubt i'll make out alive Spinning out around around Descending on a forming crowd of sullen eyes hiding knives Spinning out around around Their looking twice and slowing down I really doubt i'll make out alive Laid out next to my still beating heart I've fallen down inside a caustic crowd They slip and fall when blood it pours out They suck it up but it won't decay It beats for hours, it bleeds for days Their sullen lives, numbing nights Holding on to murmurs in life Spinning out around around Descending on a forming crowd of sullen eyes hiding knives Spinning out around around Their looking twice and slowing down I really doubt i'll make out alive Spinning out around around Descending on a forming crowd of sullen eyes hiding knives Spinning out around around Their looking twice and slowing down I really doubt i'll make out alive We can fall forever Filling the night sky Feelings that won't die A rush of warm blood We can fall forever Holding hands in silent flight Coping with loss and loves lies We can fall forever Holding on to nice tries Rushing towards the fine lines Crawl in my life Spinning out around around Descending on a forming crowd of sullen eyes hiding knives Spinning out around around Their looking twice and slowing down I really doubt i'll make out alive Spinning out around around Descending on a forming crowd of sullen eyes hiding knives Spinning out around around Their looking twice and slowing down I really doubt i'll make out alive

Bright flare, stars, mirror Down came the reign of springtide life He breathes his first breath and tries to see But the sounds beneath cut all the lights Now that he feels it whenever he breathes in Nothing can slow it down its so abrupt, its on us now Now that he feels it whenever he breathes in Nothing can slow it down its so abrupt, its on us now Fade out of sight for another life Fade out of sight for another life Down the isles adorned In the chambers he will learn how to fight To recover all the blood lost in life And he can't bear the fall of another He lights a fire up above under covers Now that he feels it whenever he breathes in Nothing can slow it down its so abrupt, its on us now Now that he feels it whenever he breathes in Nothing can slow it down its so abrupt, its on us now Fade out of sight for another life Down the isles adorned With all those beautiful bright lights

Silently obsessing over the upsetting words to come Forgive me tonight I picked out a corner, I feel the sweat pouring My chest gets tight as we sit down to dine we toast, compose Pushed away the flowers and looked into those soaring eyes, those sorry eyes Begin Lean in and fire We fought loud, we fight loud Built up inside us We hold out, we held out Oh oh oh oh Forcing out the silence i'll make up for what's happening i'll make up for what's going to be i'll make it up At 17 I woke and I left behind all traces of my springtide life At 17 time were rough, but I won't deny I still haven't tried to begin to recover That 17th summer was the best I'd remember because after that summer i'd never recover That 17th summer was the best I'd remember because after that summer i'd never recover Lean in and fire We fought loud, we fight loud Built up inside us We hold out, we held out Oh oh oh oh Forcing out the silence Try, you wanted to find something inside i won't deny Holding up lights in front of my eyes I never disowned you Not in my life Try, you wanted to find something inside i won't deny Holding up lights in front of my eyes I never disowned you Not in my life